Deliciously Me

So, don’t ever say I bo update cz I’m not around. Like I mentioned earlier, I tried to blog daily – unless something happened that made me unable to do so.

Heading down KL later at noon for 29th IDC. I think I’m gonna lost my voice like usual. Dah la now my throat pain and sort of lost voice d. Sigh. Why la my voice so fragile?

I resolve to be super low profile this camp. I’m gonna sit at the back and watch the rest siao, instead of me siao-ing. Plus I don’t think I have the energy to gila. Feel that I’m going to fall sick anytime, for having lack of rest lately. Speaking of which, I have to quickly finish up my work and sleepppp..

Gosh, tao hin d. So, nights everyoneeee…
*tao hin = dizzy in hokkien

But then, I totally awed myself for being able to survive without Internet – which initially I thought I couldn’t be. Yeah, I’m net-addict, but by making myself busy with work (yes, I’m working now – any prob with that? ROAR!), attending gathering, spent quality time with family by going grocery shopping and cooking together – wow, time really flies! I didn’t bother to touch my laptop to see if the line’s working or not. Obviously being away from net do make myself ‘healthier’ (you know la, stare at monitor too much will ‘kill’ your eyes.)

Now that the line is up back, I’ll definitely continue on my daily post but at the same time, I’ll reduce the amount of time online – mostly due to my work and again, family time together. Don’t worry, if you want to find me to chat, I’ll be available (as in online) at night. *wink~

Today I did something for my mum. (See below if you’re wondering what I did.)

I did an early mother’s day celebration for my mum by cooking up a feast, with some help from my family members. As for my mum, I constantly asked her to sit down or do other stuff and DON’T help in kitchen, but she didn’t want to listen to me. So, I let her ‘QC’ the spaghetti and cut the baby potatoes. I even got scolded for washing the dishes. -______- Why got scolded for that? Cz I got eczema (Google on it if you don’t know what’s that) – best not to touch any detergents and chemical stuffs.
(QC – Quality Control. In this case, it’s the act of letting someone to ‘taste’ and ‘alter’ the taste of the food while one still cooking.)

Hmm… I guess that’s it for now. Tomorrow gonna be another long day for me as my family and I going to eat PAN MEE for breakfast (I didn’t have that for ages d!!!) and then gonna cook nasi briyani for lunch (probably). Do I manage to make you guys drool? *Ngekngekngek!

Little did I know this ‘ranting’ of mine, will cause such a big prob! What’s worst is, those who didn’t know the truth, started talking macam they know everything, twisted the truth – some even pointed out that I’m the one who started this ‘racist’ thing, spreading the untrue.

My my my… I got shocked reading those. Now I truly feel the ultimate power of rumours and gossips. ‘A’ told this to ‘B’, but ‘B’ telling the other stuff to ‘C’ and ‘D’. Swt. Best method to clear these – ‘A’ directly tells ‘B’ , ‘C’ and ‘D’ what ‘A’ wants to convey.

First of all, I NEVER intend to use this post to get high hits. I’m not the bloggers who purposely blog happening stuffs to generate high traffic. I never thought this post will cause hiatus. Never want ALL this to happen. I just a plain Jane with simple mind, expressing herself thru blogging.

Then why on earth you post that? – you guys may ask.

I posted that cz I unable to ‘swallow’ in the content in the letter. I’m sure that most of you have read the content as the pictures got circulated around by someone(s) and (I believe) it’s spreading so fast and I cant do anything to stop it. I did try – I emailed them, asking friends to help me stop forwarding them if they received that; but it just spread like wildfire. Moreover, the content of that letter is so ridiculous (again, would emphasize that I’m not racist) and I was merely questioning bout the existance of the letters and why that trash is found in uni in that post. I even sought legal advice (from my friend) – what I wrote in that post is totally not against racism.

As you can see, my blog’s contents are mostly about my PERSONAL life – life in uni, friends, interesting videos (mostly funny things/dances) from youtube, etc2 – all for my friends’ entertainment/knowledge. Not likely to touch bout politics and racism. So, never crossed in my mind that the public will come and visit my humble blog for that post – cause I treated that as personal rant.

Call me silly, call me stupid, call me gutless. I don’t really care. I truly don’t expect this and I can’t handle this (first time I encountered such a lot hits and comments). At a point, I got so stressed up that I even thought of privatising my blog. Seeing the reactions in comment boxes in my blog and MT, I definitely don’t want fellow bloggers/readers got so tensed up because of this. I don’t want to spark anymore arguments or disagreement. Obviously I didn’t have any idea that this post could generate such a big impact. So, don’t la gaduh because of that ridiculous letter. Swt.

Most of all, I don’t want to jeopardise my studies! I just want to continue my life as a NORMAL care-free uni student that blogs bout personal life.

Plus, what will you do if you’re in my shoes? What will you do if your daughter/sister/family member faces the same problem as mine? Stop saying bout you will defend this and that, cz you’re NOT me. You don’t understand my predicament. To me, education is more important. Finish my course is indeed utmost important thing to do right now. I’m sure that you’ll agree with me on this.

Therefore, Im hoping those who didn’t read the original post, stop SPREADING the untrueness. Don’t speculate anymore. I’ve already explained up there. Those who already did read the whole post earlier, stop spreading the news around. End those linking stuffs. No point of you linking back to me when I’ve deleted that particular post, right? To those I’ve emailed to asking you to remove the post you posted in your blog/forum, please – do me a favour of removing them. It’s good that you want to voice out your thoughts on this, but you can do so by NOT quoting my post.

Thanks to those showing concern and understand me. Lots of hugs to you guys. *Hugz~

*ps – Undeniably, revealing the truth can land me on trouble sometimes. LOL.

I’m just a student who wanted to complete my degree study and blog whenever I want. Yeah, I’m ‘bounded’.

*ps – Im not under pressure. UM authority did nothing to me (hopefully..) My close friends advised me that it’s good for me to take down this post. To those who didn’t get to read the post, please don’t speculate anything.

When I post that up, I dont expect to see this responses. I didn’t badmouth UM nor say something bout racist. I’m not creating an issue here. I made friends with all races. I don’t discriminate. I’m from Sekolah Jenis Kebangsaan, where we were taught in school about living in harmony with all races and respect each other regardless their ages, colours, status, etc. Therefore that post is not written to create havoc. I’m targeting the one who wrote the letter – it can be Afandy or it can be not (due to some rumours I heard).

And I DON’T FORWARD (let me repeat again – I DON’T FORWARD) those pictures of the letter/flyer aroud the cyberworld. Please bear in mind. They took that pictures from my blog and circulate them around with my URL in it. Moreover, I’m not the only one that took that pictures.

I don’t think I’ll be able to resume my River Rafting or any post that required photo uploading as there is a problem with the line/server. You see, the line is super crazy here. One minute you can online, the next minute – poof. Gone with the wind. Siao onot la. Swt.

Not sure why and what happen with the line, so I personally called up the TM Customer Service there (cz cannot tahan d. Already bear with no internet yesterday and I felt like almost die) and complained bout it. But was told that there’s nothing wrong with the line. Since they unable to figure out why, they will send technicians over here to fix the problem.

But the thing bout technicians are, you won’t sure WHEN and WHAT time they’ll come over your house. And they don’t visit you on Sunday – which is today! Meaning that I can’t online like usual. Can only post blog when the connection suddenly up (by luck) and that’s it. Ohya, they even mentioned that the technicians will come either on Monday or Tuesday.

What theeee….

If the technicians decide to drop by on Tuesday, then matilah saya.

No shouting, no MSN-ing, no youtubing, no surfing. Life sucks. Yeah, I know. ROAR!

To TM, you better send the technicians here TOMORROW as I’ve asked you to list our case as the URGENT & PRIORITY one! If I didn’t see you guys by 4pm, I’m gonna call you up again and complain. This time I’m gonna be garang d. ROAR!

To readers, I’m sorry as I can’t post blog to entertain you guys. Hopefully by tomorrow’s night, everything will be back to normal, itupun if the technicians comes and fixes it. I know I owe you guys a post on Malam Kebudayaan Tiong Hua and the continuation of the River Rafting one right? Well, I’ve already drafted the post, I can post them here, but the problem is I can’t upload the pictures. So blame the line! Bleh~

Argh. Gonna stop here. Hoping I can post this one up.

*praying hard the connection is back to normal later! Praying hard that the technicians appear in front of house tomorrow morning! Namo namo…*